I'm sorry I haven't been on in a while, guys
Things have been kind of difficult and not coming on here makes it just a little bit better.
I really need to get better friends.
With the exception of 2.. 1 and a half..
If any of your friends show any sign of a mental...
Please help them. Get them help. Don’t agree to hide it. Support them. Take the small hints that they give. Make them talk about it, or at least make them get help. Chances are, those subtle hints are a cry for help. And if you don’t notice it, who will? You just may save their life.
My "friends" fucking piss me off sometimes.
Yeah, my “friend” who has been having guy issues, I had to console her the week when all I was thinking was how I wanted to die. You know, believe it or not, but there’s bigger issues in life than guy problems.
It just scares me how much worse it is when I'm...
I’ve been home alone lately, and it’s been about 5000 times worse. I stayed at the library today for as long as I could to avoid going home and facing myself. It just scares me when I think about my future. Will I be terrified to face the monsters in my head for the rest of my life?
paranoia: They're laughing at you, all of them. They think you look weird. They think you look awful, like shit. They're laughing at you because you're ugly. They pity you. They're glad they are nothing like you at all, you freak.
Tornado warning. Awesome. Looks like I'll be...
I feel like I'm freaking invisible
I don't even know anymore
Reblog if it's 100% okay to vent to you.
Holy crap panic attacks kind of suck
I have an academic awards ceremony tonight :)
Kind of excited, hopefully this will take my mind off of everything for a bit! I know I’m getting the bronze award for sophomores, and I noticed that on the invitation it mentioned something about award(s). Perhaaps something else too? :D I’m just so happy that this school year’s almost over
Watching A Beautiful Mind really affected me.
It made me realize, that people with mental illnesses aren’t just some case study. They’re not just some interesting concept. It’s somebody’s life. You may only spend a little while with a person with a mental illness, but they’re stuck with it forever. They can’t just go home and forget about it. It is crippling, it is absolutely horrible.
People think I’m perfect. People think I have a good GPA, good friendships, and a positive future. But that’s all they see Nobody can see that this is literally eating me from the inside out I feel like I can’t ask for help, as my reputation as a “good girl” would be shattered
Panic attacks really suck, believe it or not